4/23/12

Lately I have been asking God to help me deal with pain and heartache. I felt myself being taken over by it and not being able to breathe almost. I felt like I was being robbed for my joy and didn't know how I was going to get it back. I didn't want my heart to become hardened and my emotions become none. I just wanted to be the happy, loving and kind hearted person that I am. I just wanted to be HAPPY. I also just wanted everyone around me to be happy, which in return, my happiness had to  come last. But just when you thought you succeeded in making those happy around you and finally you would get your happiness, you get slapped in the face....everything that you are doing just isn't good enough. So what do you do when you don't feel like you are good enough? Seek God! YOU ARE good enough!!! After the tears and the pouring of my heart out to God, I was reminded that I am a child of God. Created in his image and given the power to overcome any situation by his word. Satan comes to kill, steal and destroy. He wants us to be unhappy and depressed. I am not going to give him what he wants and give him a chance to rejoice on my behalf. Instead, I'm going to stomp on his head with my fervent prayers and worship to God for giving me another testimony!!! God's love is unconditional and will last forever. I know that I can always count on him to step in and comfort me when times are rough and guide me through whatever it is that may be going on. He won't judge me and look at me for all the things that I am not but instead he will see all that I AM. Ohhhh but not man. Man will judge you and tell you what you are doing wrong, what you are not and will focus on the negative. Thank God he is not like us, rather we are like him.

Psalm 118:8
"It is better to take refuge in the LORD
   than to trust in humans."

Psalm 147:3
"He heals the brokenhearted
   and binds up their wounds."

Joshua 1:9
"Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go."

Proverbs 4:23
"Above all else, guard your heart,
   for everything you do flows from it."

Matthew 19:26
"Jesus looked at them and said, “With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.”


Prayer is essential. Talk to God and he will heal whatever it is that may be broken. I'm in the process of healing myself....