Is it possible to love someone with all of you and hate them at the same time? Like really, do you believe it is possible? Considering that darkness and light can not be in the same place, love being the light and hate being the dark, how is that possible? Maybe it's not hate, it just feels like hate because of a present circumstance. Maybe you just dislike that person A LOT. I have this feeling right now. I love you, but i feel as though i hate you too. This is not to intentionally hurt you, but this is just how i feel. You can not be mad at me for that....
I have so many mixed emotions that i don't know how to deal with so i write to release them a little. I can honestly say that i have never been in as much pain as i have been in lately. At this point, i dont feel like anyone or anything (besides losing a loved one) can hurt any more than what i have already been. I am trusting God that he will take away this hurt and replace it with joy as only he can. It's not easy but its a must. Personal time spent with God is much needed....
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